The best i ever had

 Here i am once again, ive built it back up some. Yet they still look at me like im dumb. Hey im not the sitting on my thumbs. 

Im off and running working all fucking day. I dont care what you have to say im doing this shit my way.

You got advice, you know more than I, you've done it all and got the tee shirt, do it your way and everything will be ok, really bitch is that really what you wanna say.

You always say i treat you like trash, throw you in the dirt well brace yourself bitch this ones gonna hurt.

Blah, blah, blah is all i ever hear, cleaning, laundry, shopping plus work, then cooking for you cause you say im a jerk.

Im no longer listening, i no longer care being with you has been a nightmare, no sex drugs or rock n roll it wont be long before my bell tolls, i wish you the best ive looked at all the polls.

Cancer. HIV, hep c at best i put them all to the test, we had a good run and i know i was a pest, i lived life to the fullest, i chased my dreams to broke almost drove you to a stroke. Im sorry for all the hurtful mean words i said but now you get your wish im gonna be dead. 

Stroll on out down this lonely road, maybe in the next life it wont be so bad, live your life and dont be sad my life with you was the best i ever had

Conceedful conscience

  Conceeded or confident, selfishness or frugal, ecstatic or depressed, rage or on cloud 9. The best of the worst and how we see ourselves or how society sees us can alter decisions, change the way we think, act and what we say. Do we play follow the leader or break off and make our own way. Some times our decision is selfish other times its selfless. Its all in how you preceive it.

    If you go into a task, or errand or a chore and your all like i hate yhis,this is gonna be so hard.....you will hate it and probably suck at it. Go in saying shit i got this easy peasy it will be better. Whether it focus or energy or just luck its true.

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The struggle is real even before covid.

 If you ask me( but most people dont) I think people just need to suck it up a little. When i was growing up you'd better have a fever of 100'and have bile coming out of both ends at the same time then you might get the day off. Now its like oh i cant taste i got covid or im sneezing or my nose is running or what the fuck ever. A majority of us are acting like there gonna die cause they feel a little ill. 

    My grandpa owned a business, my dad owned a business, my brother owns a business and me well ive ran several and tried to get my own going like 3 times but always fall just short. Twice ive had my dreams slip away and when i thought i caught it was gonna save it it crushed in my hands. Think of something you love to do and go for that for a career

 Ive been homeless and ive made as much as $30,000/yr. Im the type of guy that one thing will set me off. As i get older these occurences

Me i am a jack of all trades ive had lots of jobs and lived lots of places.

  

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William clark

Aka mr bill

5 years later

 Well not much has changed since i last wrote in this blog. I have a couple other blogs but have gone away from blogging the last 18 months has shown me again that i will never win, never be able to sit back and relax

    From aug 2016 to May of 2019 i was foreman of a landscape company. At least working there i get a weekly check of 40 hours or more from march through november. When i got hired in aug of 2016 i made $9/hr by may of 2017 i was making $11 and was in charge. I learned as i went getting yelled at often. Im lucky darrell (the owner) had alot of patience and appreciated a guy who worked hard everyday. 

       Well stay tuned you never know whats going to happen these days from covid, pakastan, & all the real tragidy in this world my problems are minor. Im blessed to live in a country where we have a choice 

6 days a week

Hello all,
  Its another hot day in okc. The summer is in full swing and so is construction. Working 6 days a week 10 to 12 hours a day just to pay hotel, and get a little food. Making $450/ week but paying by the day cost me 364/wk so ive logged in iver 200 hours the last 3 weeks between labor finders and craigslist. Then finally got a permanent job at fresh choice. It will be nice just going to one place all the time. 48hrs/wk mon to fri with weekends off. Still will be a struggle until we can get out of this hotel. So if you have a placr fot rent anf can let me pay out the move in costs cause i havent got to save any money cause have paid 950 in 3 weeks. Sometimes we fall and need help getting back up. Ive made mistakes did my time, i havr changed my life.

William