The best i ever had

 Here i am once again, ive built it back up some. Yet they still look at me like im dumb. Hey im not the sitting on my thumbs. 

Im off and running working all fucking day. I dont care what you have to say im doing this shit my way.

You got advice, you know more than I, you've done it all and got the tee shirt, do it your way and everything will be ok, really bitch is that really what you wanna say.

You always say i treat you like trash, throw you in the dirt well brace yourself bitch this ones gonna hurt.

Blah, blah, blah is all i ever hear, cleaning, laundry, shopping plus work, then cooking for you cause you say im a jerk.

Im no longer listening, i no longer care being with you has been a nightmare, no sex drugs or rock n roll it wont be long before my bell tolls, i wish you the best ive looked at all the polls.

Cancer. HIV, hep c at best i put them all to the test, we had a good run and i know i was a pest, i lived life to the fullest, i chased my dreams to broke almost drove you to a stroke. Im sorry for all the hurtful mean words i said but now you get your wish im gonna be dead. 

Stroll on out down this lonely road, maybe in the next life it wont be so bad, live your life and dont be sad my life with you was the best i ever had